Monday, September 19, 2005
Pissy's Rantings
I will apologize in advance. I rarely do this on here but I just can't help myself today.I am pissy. Imagine that.
Very pissy. Depressed even..which is rare. Anxiety-all the time.
I always get pissy this time of year. Summer is almost over and that sucks which means Winter is coming and that sucks even worse. I always get so depressed in Winter. I hate snow, I hate when there are no pretty leaves on the trees and no pretty grass to mow. My last Dr. called it seasonal depression or some shit. She even went on to say that I always needed to sit by a window at work so I could get light and that would make me feel better. I didn't believe her and walked out of her office and never went back. So much for that.
After all the fun I have had this summer I am just having a really hard time going back to reality. It is affecting my job, my relationships and my sanity. If I don't keep my ass off the motley. com message boards/web site my boss is going to kick my ass and my husband is going to divorce me. My Anniversary is in 2 days and all I can think of is how I can get my ass to the next Motley Crue concert. I can't help myself. All jokes aside, how the fuck am I gonna snap out of this shit? It is super bad this year and I don't quite know what to do with myself. I feel like I am going through a mid life crisis. Like I discovered a whole new world out there and want to see all of it in 24 hours.
Maybe I should just stay in the house and blog for the whole winter..maybe I should exercise to relieve some stress. Maybe I should shut the fuck up and go to bed. Who the fuck knows.
I don't know but I do know that I will be counting the days till it is summer again.
12 Comments:
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Charlotte in Pa commented at 8:59 PM~
If it's any consolation, the new Fall t.v. started tonight... and some of it was actually good. Yeah - that's not really a consolation. Come to Philly - bring the kid - we'll entertain you both!
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Pissy Britches commented at 9:28 PM~
That actually is a PLUS. Although I missed Survivor last week. WTF?
Thanks Charlotte.-
commented at 10:05 PM~
Get one of those lamps for winter. I've never had one but I hear they work. I hate winter-I hate being cooped up in my house with the windows closed. I love having my doors and windows open this time of the year. Warm days and cool night-my favorite.
I get all depressed in the winter-I think all of us do here in the midwest. It sucks.-
Margaret commented at 1:41 AM~
exactly what MRTL said: take care of you...
hugs to you gurl...
peace...-
Elizabeth commented at 9:09 AM~
Does it help at all to think of the cool things about winter? Staying in all wrapped up in a nice throw watching a really cool movie and drinking hot chocolate???? That is what gets me through.
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dashababy commented at 10:33 AM~
Don't worry Pissy. We are here for you. We'll keep you cheered up when your stuck in the house. I watched Tommy Lee on Ellen last night and thought of you. ((hugs))
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Weetzie commented at 10:35 AM~
mrs pissy, sit by the window and soak up that sun! I am a yankee transpanted to TN and you don't know a bad winter til you've lived in northern MI (or someplace similar) We had weeks of below freezing temps and tons of snow. Maybe we won't get any snow this year in TN? Maybe?? anywho...I am spoiled too now and hate the 3 months of freezing rain we have here but ....go sit by the window...you'll make it!! :-)
(if all else fails...make a pitcher of margaritas)-
Kathryn commented at 3:22 PM~
If you feel really bad, then go to your doctor and ask for some meds. You can take something other than Zoloft, there are lots of drugs out there. Maybe you need something situationally for a little while.
We're all here for you Pissy girl. We loooovvvee your hooker ass bitch self.-
Kami commented at 7:32 PM~
Leeeeeexaprooooo. (I'm singing). You can come hang out here and be a winter Texan!
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Random and Odd commented at 8:06 PM~
You make me want to cry.
You and RSG is the only blog I can check today or Shaun will kick my ass.
*HUG* I love you sweetie and if it means I fly out there in the dead of winter to hang out with you for the winter...it's done. i'm there. I'll drag RSG with me.
*HUG AGAIN*-
Pissy Britches commented at 8:16 PM~
Thank you guys.
Hopefully I will snap the fuck out of this shit.
Reality SUCKS ASS.
Kristine-Thank you. You don't know how much that means to me.
I lv you girl.
GO GET YOUR MOTHERFUCKING ASS IN BED.-
Pissy Britches commented at 8:39 PM~
HDL-A reason for me to have a tan all year round. I am all about that shit. I just don't want to get cancer which I will probably get from smoking anyways..
Tanning bed..hmmm.
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