Saturday, January 21, 2006
I Heart Zanax...And if you are Tom Cruise..Please Read This..
So last night Lil' Miss Pissy and I went to spend the night at Gran Sissy's house. His 47th birthday was yesterday..yes, he's only 47...and he likes to think he is the shit because he is so "young". I still think he is an old shit..well not really but I have to bust his chops about something.Last night we got on the conversation of Zanax..Gran Sissy has been on just about every kind of med's there are. He is currently not on anything other than the usual "I had a quadruple bybass at 45" drugs..He weined himself from his anti depressants a year or so ago and has actually done well. DO NOT get me wrong, I do not recommend this for others. He had a life changing experience realizing that he almost fell over and croked from a heart attack at such a young age and that can we say "enlightned him"...I have also been on the other side of it b/c I lost my mother as most of you know to depression..because she didn't get the help and she was silent about her personal little hell...probably because some dumb fuck told her that she could get through it on her own and that those are the devil's pills.
Anyways, I don't talk about it much but I have huge anxiety issues. I wouldn't really say I get depressed but sometimes my anxiety is so bad that it makes me fucking nuts and I seriously think it has a big affect on my daily life. What I would give to go ONE single fucking day without feeling that little knot of worry in the pit of my stomach, I am sure a lot of you know what little knot I am talking about..FUCK that would be great, just not to have to be anxious or crazy for ONE DAY.
Gran Sissy has a scrip for Zanax that he does not take but got filled just for the hell of it. OH SHIT..a WHOLE BOTTLE OF IT...A WHOLE BOTTLE. So, I took one. They are a very very low dosage or at least I think so..he said they were..I took one about 11 o clock last night just for shits and giggles. The only time I have ever had one was when I was visiting Kristine and RSG this summer in CA and I was so freaking out the day we drove to San Fransico that I took a half. It was calming..but last nights was heaven. This is why.
I usually wake up at least 10 times each night, even if this is to just look at the clock and see what time it is..Yes, I worry about how much longer I have to sleep. Isn't that ridiculous.
-Last night, I slept so hard and fabulously it was unreal. I did not FLINCH until 8:15 this morning. When I woke up, I was so out of it and had slept so hard that I had no fucking clue where I was..Scared the shit out of me at first, until I realized that I had the best nights sleep EVER.
I also had no anxiety what so ever today. NONE. I haven't had that kind of day in 2 years. I was calm and that my bitches was fucking wonderful.
So after Gran Sissy finished laughing his ass off at me for thinking Zanax is the "drug made for Pissy" he threw me 5 more for future use in a bottle.
No, I don't plan on taking one tonight. But I will tell you one fucking thing. I will take it when I need it..hell, it might even give me the courage to go to the Dr. and finally talk about my anxiety issues and get a scrip of MY OWN.
So, suck my VAG LIPS Tom Cruise. You fuck.
18 Comments:
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commented at 7:58 PM~
Dear Miss Pissy girl....as someone on the other end of the phone when people call in demanding their refill on Xanax let me just tell ya......becareful.
It is a highly addictive drug-and for good reason as you experienced. I for one wake up a dozen times throughout the night and calculate in my head how many more hours of sleep I am going to get before my alarm goes off. I think it's because we're moms and our mind is always racing on what we need to accomplish that day.
If you think you have some issues that are causing you to lose sleep and be all tied up in knots then by all means, go see a doctor. You'll feel lots better and I'm a big believer on taking meds if it helps ya get through your day.
Tom's never had a period-he has no clue.
*big hugs pissy girl*
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ComputerDiva commented at 8:19 PM~
What does Tom Cruise have to feel anxious about? He has more money than God, and nothing to worry about. Take all his money away from him, make him ugly, and make him do hard labor for a living, and he will be popping pills like there is not tomorrow. I'm sick of him!
You rock Pissy!-
pack of 2 commented at 8:38 PM~
Tom Cruise is a stupid fuck. I loves me some Xanax. It just makes the whole world go away, doesn't it? We have a few around if need them but we do try to not take them that often because they are very addicting. Only cause they make you feel sooooo good.;) Good for youn Ms. Thang for getting some rest and turning off the worry mode in your head for awhile. I heart you!
Angie-
Kate Giovinco Photography commented at 10:28 PM~
Oh that sounds fabulous. A whole nights sleep.
I have the same issue with waking up and checking the clock and counting the hours of sleep. Ridiculous!
ANXIETY..yep I have it@-
Kami commented at 12:11 AM~
I hate Tom Cruise.
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Candy commented at 1:40 AM~
THere is a very good possibility that without xanax during the year that I spent having constant panic attacks that I would of ended up hurting myself. The stuff rocks. But I am still scared to take it on a regular basis. Even though I think it might be the best drug ever.
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pack of 2 commented at 2:25 AM~
I like a xanax now & again to cut the edge off. I haven't had one for a month or so...nothing to worry about as long as you don't take them daily.
Fuck Tom!!!
You rock!
Shel-
Twisted Lady commented at 8:17 AM~
I just *cannot* picture Tom sucking Vag Lips.
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Elizabeth commented at 9:16 AM~
Yeah, I second that. I believe Tom sucks other things.
However, congrats to you for having a great night sleep. I am glad for you girl. :)-
Shelli commented at 10:34 AM~
I think Tom prefers pickles anyway, it's all a show he puts on with that whiney wench.
FUrthermore, I dont' take xanax, I did, but not anymore. I moved up in the world, klonopins are THE SAME THING but they last double the time. If I am feeling like I wanna slit a throat during the day, I will take one. It relaxes me (not putting me to sleeep, of course) to the point where I feel like I can laugh and enjoy my day a little more, and actually, the day freaking breezes by like no tomorrow.
Either way, if you don't ABUSE it, it is NOT highly addictive. If you take it as prescribed (when and if it is) and you keep up with your doctor, you should have no problem. Ilearned about it like you did, thru someone else, then when i went to my doctor I told her that I tried a xanax from someone else and it really helped me, thats when she prescribed it to me (way back when) so don't be afraid to tell them you've tried it, they wont' arrest you or nuthing. LOL
Good luck.-
dashababy commented at 11:05 AM~
Wow, I'm amazed somewhat at the amount of people that have tried it. I had my own prescription for awhile for anxiety but it didn't really help in "those" situations. I still felt anxious. I have a problem with freeway driving and big crowds but this has gotten a little better or I've just adapted. The thing about xanax is that it makes you sleepy. One doctor did advise counseling but I declined and learned to go without the xanax. Just in the last year I've graduated to Valium for tension and it helps but I don't take it all the time because there again, it makes me sleepy.
It's nice to know tho that I'm not alone and that others feel anxious. I really thought I was going crazy or something.
Just go to the dr. and get your own prescription if it makes you feel better.-
bp_hockey_chick commented at 3:04 PM~
Hey there....I don't have anxiety. So I don't take Xanax. But I'm bipolar (which means without my meds on a bad day I'm right off the fucking scale in terms of being nuts) and I get other fun meds to take. It's like those candy necklaces when we were kids...fun fun fun. And to Tom Cruise, come out of the closet already you warped little turd. You'll feel better about it. And I'm never paying to see one of your movies again. Fuck you and your sham wife.
There. I feel better now.
Oh yeah. I love your blog :-)-
Katy Barzedor commented at 6:35 AM~
I think, Pissy, that Tom would not so much suck your vag lips as he would try to copy them and make his own, because your vag lips ARE reputed to be the most stunning vag lips east of the Mississippi.
And I pop a xanax on occasion myself - starting to freak out at bedtime from too much thinking, or e-way driving sometimes...I agree, they're not an everyday helper, but every once in a while when things get nuts, or I flip out on the inside? Oh, yeah.-
hemlock commented at 7:55 AM~
Xanax, huh??
I also wake up multiple times during the night to check how much longer I get to sleep.
It's dumb.
Glad to hear you had a great night sleep.-
Kathryn commented at 11:07 AM~
Xanex is my friend.
Vag lips; you crack me up Pissy!-
Unknown commented at 2:24 PM~
On that note- I can't wait to see Mrs. Tom Cruise go through the "silent birth" that is expected by the Scientologists.
Fun stuff, Maynard.-
Amy commented at 6:42 PM~
Glad you slept good, pissy! You take that X whenever you need to. Just having it and knowing it is there will probably ease your anxiety somewhat.
The last line of this post, the directives to Tom? ROCKED.-
Shelli commented at 11:40 AM~
I had to come back to this post because people in here (wont' say where..just read "www.dooce.com" ) are royally pissin me the fuck off and as much as i tell them they are not allowed to do that for fear that I may swallow them whole then throw them back up in bits and pieces, they continue to. So, therefor it is with much admiration that I introduce the little pink pill called klonopin, that will make me smile while that fucker across the way talks about breast feeding her four year old son and how he knows the word "vagina" and my daughter (who is 8) doesn't.
BITE ME BITCH!
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