MRS. PISSY BRITCHES

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

If your looking for laughs, don't read this shit.

Can someone tell me why everything seems to fall apart this time of year? It happens every year, like clock work..

I am pretty sure I have no nerves left at this point. I am pretty sure I need medication or multiple medications.

I feel like crying.

Maybe it is a mixture of missing my Mom and being so pissed she isn't here and the things these kids do on a daily basis to piss us off and my job and my child whining 24-7.

I will just say this. Having a teenage driver sucks bad enough.

Having a teenage driver that is making no attempt to do anything other than lay around on his ass and drive around all his buddies and NOT find a job even though we have been telling him to for over 3 months..well let's just say we get sick of the bullshit after a while.

Let's just say that while most people (I said MOST not ALL) have fun at their jobs this time of year and get to hang out and chit chat and relax a little while..well friends this is the busiest most impossible fucking month to do the job that I do. It is so busy in fact that I don't get up to pee that often and when I do I run back and forth. If I do take anytime off at Christmas it is MINIMAL and I work the whole time I am off so what's the point. Mo' money..mo' problems. I love my job, don't get me wrong. I am thankful that I have it and I am thankful for the life style that it affords me but FUCK..these last few months have almost killed me and the next 2 months will be even worse. I find myself having horrible anxiety worrying about if I remembered to do this or that for this or that client and just wonder sometimes if it is all worth it. I will give you a hint, I deal with people's paychecks for a living and this is shit that you DO NOT want to fuck with. Yeh, I am sure you understand that.

My daughter, my daughter whines about EVERYTHING. You know..kinda like I am whining right now and have for the last 2 years on this thing. Yeh, well..at least she gets it honest.

My hubby has this great new job and he hearts it SOOO much and I am so happy for him that he is happy but he is so busy and works late a lot more now and I never get to see him much and THAT makes me SAD.

My MIL is depressed and it is so sad. She is not doing well at all. She has always had problems with depression but recently it has gotten really bad. She cries and lays in bed all day. She went back to the Dr. a couple of weeks ago and ask him to put her back on Prozac b/c she had taken it in the past so he did and she feels NO better and today when Mr. Pissy stopped by she couldn't even carry on a conversation without breaking down into tears several times. Monday is Christmas and we have Christmas there and I don't want her to be sad. I feel really bad for her and know first hand how she feels. I am going to send her a beautiful bouquet of flowers tomorrow, I hope it makes her smile..if even for a minute or two.

This is just a hard time of the year for me in general, the older my daughter gets the more I get pissed off at my mother for not being here. The feelings that I have about my mother are not good ones anymore. This is not how I want to be but it is reality.

I have been sick so far this winter a whole fucking lot, that shit is really annoying when I NEVER get sick. The antibiotics that I took caused more problems and on top of that my entire face, chest, neck broke out in some terrible puberty type looking BULLSHIT rash last week..I couldn't for the life of me figure out what it was. It looked HORRIBLE and made me feel even worse. It took me a week to figure out it wasn't the antibiotics...it was the new bottle of TIDE that I bought and washed all my bed clothes/regular clothes in. Yeh, NICE. I have never used TIDE before so why did it take me a week of looking like a freak to figure it out?

My 2 best friends in the world are going thru some really fucked up shit right now also and we are all just a fucking mess.

I have so much to be thankful for, I know I do but sometimes I just wanna run away.

I will shut my hole now. If I don't get a chance to post again which I probably won't I wish all of you a Happy Holiday/Merry Christmas/or whatever the fuck you celebrate. I love ya'll so much. Thanks for hanging in with me thru another year.

Loves & Hugs

Pissy

link | posted by Pissy Britches at Tuesday, December 19, 2006

20 Comments:

Chickie commented at 9:46 PM~: Geez, I'm sorry you're having such a rough go. Hugs to you.
Pissy Britches commented at 9:50 PM~: Thanks Chickie..just bitchin.
I need hugs so it is appreciated very much.
Kathryn commented at 10:34 PM~: Oh Pissy, I love you girl. Hang in there!
Kami commented at 10:25 AM~: :(

Come to Texas. I will make it better. With drinks. And smokes.
Elizabeth commented at 10:30 AM~: On your way to Texas to see Kami, stop by here. I have an extra room and I'll pissify it just for you, Pissy. I am not sure what that entails but I am thinking Motley Crue posters and a blow up Nikki Sixx doll.

Oh, and lots of alcohol. That's not to pissify - that's just in general.
Kate Giovinco Photography commented at 3:12 PM~: Oh I hope you are feeling better soon!

Sometimes the holidays just suck!
CuteBeachGirl commented at 7:44 PM~: Okay, I freaking cried at work today. Cause I don't know what the hell I'm doing, but I'm enjoying the shit out of the extra money, but I'm asking myself if the loads of money is worth my damn sanity....I love it!
Deodand commented at 10:14 PM~: You ARE a fucking mess - but we like you anyway. May your New Year be much better.
Monogram Queen commented at 8:04 AM~: Let it all out Honey~ I hope it gets better for you and your poor MIL. I sent my MIL flowers too last Friday on the 1 yr anniversary of my FIL's death. It made her smile and i'm sure your MIL will smile too. Hugs sweetie
Unknown commented at 2:39 PM~: OK, one thing to be thankful for? You don't live in Wisconsin. That right there ought to cheer your ass up.

;)

I was totally crying while I read the part about your MIL. I hope she gets the help she needs. And as to the rest of it...there's nothing that a good Jack and Coke can't take the bite off of...

Happyfucking holiday, hon.
Anonymous commented at 6:59 PM~: dang, Pissy, you make my back probs seem like a hangnail!

I hope it gets better soon. and I hope the holidays are fun and no one is too depressed.

*hugs*
lil sis
Summer commented at 5:14 AM~: I am so sorry you're going through all of this. Wish I could help you.
Anonymous commented at 10:37 PM~: Take the boys keys away til he starts paying for something. I dred that...my son driving.

Sorry life's gettin ya down right now....hang in there Pissy!
Reighnie commented at 2:24 PM~: I'm sorry things are so shitty for you now, I hope they start getting better pronto.

BTW, paychecks...people appreciate you more than you know.

I've wanted to runaway too but I don't know where the hell I would go...pathetic huh?

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Kate Giovinco Photography commented at 12:30 PM~: Merry Christmas to you and your family!

I hope you have a healthy and happy holiday!
Crabby commented at 8:47 PM~: We are so on the same page that I can't even say anything except...Merry Christmas, Pissy. I love ya.
Arlene commented at 7:05 PM~: Oh my God, I'm sorry, but this post was hilarious! Not the stuff going on, but the bullshit and fuck every few words. Just cracked me up because it's so much like my own thoughts!!

On a more serious note, I'm sorry the holidays are stressful. They've been a bit more stressful for me this year too, but it all seemed to work out ok.

I'm not sure what happened to your mom, but if it helps, I'm pissed off at my mom too and have been for quite some time.

Oh yeah, I came across you from...um....maybe Kristine. Yeah, I think that was it :-) Amazing I can forget so quickly what I was just looking at!!

Merry Christmas!!
Firestarter5 commented at 8:26 PM~: Merry Christmas to Lil Miss Pissy and the rest of her family!
Pissy Britches commented at 1:33 PM~: I heart all of you.
MERRY CHRISTMAS.
Shelli commented at 9:38 PM~: ok. i'm sorry you were going thru caca, but i hope you had a nice holiday, and now that its over (well, almost) i hope it slows down at work a bit.

xoxo luv ya

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